Let there be what ?

Once god came from nowhere and said let there be light and there was everything . Wow I believe it now, just one question who told” let there be god” ?? .. never thought of it? I did coz there should be a creator of god.

What’s up with the life and living anyway. I just get surprised sometimes when I feel that I am alive. Something is in me!. Believe me this surprise never grows old. Still when I think that I am living, I cant believe it. Why am I here. Where am I from. You may give me practical answers but what is the logic behind all this.

Yeah many people thinkers must have thought about this, and couldn’t explain, hm. That’s unusual , science cannot explain? Who will. If somebody created us , why doesn’t he tell us why he created us.

One of the things I would like to propose to science and even the religions if god created us there should be a creator of god, and science people here is a question, who created time and space. Obviously no answers to all of these.

So what should be our motto to live. People dedicate their life to serve god, greedy for heaven which is still un-believable. Scientists try to find the answers to all the questions, to find what is the reason for all these things we see. They find the reason and say the answer is “THIS”. And I would like to ask a question what’s the reason for “ this” . obviously this will go on and on forever, there will be questions and there will be answers giving rise to more questions. Where do we end up.Just one question “why is there something”. Creating more confusion, and we wont still get the fundamental answer. Then there is no point in following religion or science.

Why is there something? The biggest question of all and the most fundamental one. There could have been nothing but why something? By something I mean why is there "us" why is there space why is there time why Is there something in this world , why does world exist. Sometimes this makes people switch between god and science. Utter confusion, you cant be sure there is a heaven or there is a ultimate null after death.

Concept of nothing will still be in my mind, there could have been nothing, and nothing would have happened till now. Believing in something is not easy for me, when I can question my own existence.

I cannot believe anything. Sometimes it seems that world revolves around you, and sometimes you feel like a puppet of time.

Sometimes I don’t get sleep. I just think sleeping is a kind of death, it makes me stop to think, when I don’t think I am not alive. You wont understand me, but how do you feel when you sleep. Nothing? ..

Rite? Yes this is the thing that was before my birth and after my death, nothing. Does world really go on when I am sleep, do I really feel when I am asleep? Sleep is a mysterious thing, and may be a glimpse of “nothing”.

All life is wasted for something or the other, no one finds the answer. And to a maximum a thinker will think and still end up with a question. I have only one thing to say. I am a thinker and this world makes me think, thinking leads to questions, and questions too make me think, so I wish I will never think.

At last I have a question. Do we live for a fame , wealth , love. something? Hm. God knows…….. but who knows god? .. the questions will continue, and this is what we call life ,its giving a answer to the question that will never end.

Who turned off the lights?

Seeing all the crap that was going around, things going so irrational, and so full of crap i decided to blame it on somebody . Oh ya forgot to mention I live in India. No grudges though with this country, its breathtaking land. And I see people over here, a lot of them, and when i say lot, its damn lot. But one thing i would like to change over here is the people itself. Some thing that pisses me off is the thinking of people, they rarely do though.Ya, thats not all there are many more outside this country that i haven't seen. Here 80% people vote that is 800 million, thats a awful lot, are Hindus, and the rest are Muslims , and they quarrel like hell, yet they cant be blamed. And of course fights between every group, and every religion seems like unending
Its all a domino effect that started millions of years ago. I blame the Human territorial and the grouping attitude for the hell which we live in today. I wish they stilled lived away and never hunted in groups.....

So Thats all when the borders were born, the simplicity was stolen from the earth. and Thanks to them I will never live or die alone. Hunting in groups then forming a tribe, then culture then empire, and then religions. Where the hell are we going to end up? I say SHIT, thats where we end up. Humans excluding a few thinkers like me, didn't try to think opposite, or something way away from what is being thought by the society. I say what society says is utter shit, Society is a brainless creature that haunts every persons mind and restricts him from thinking independent. One main human tenancy to blame is belief. Why do we even believe. Scientists don't believe in any thing that is baseless. Unforunately everybody is not like them, a majority of themare blind dumb heads, believe in what people say!


Religion, the thing I hate the most. If there is something known as god and heaven, Sure I will end up in hell. And I would like it. Religion, makes me laugh more, what a crap. I say if you believe in god, stop wasting your time praying for your betterment, cause that would be selfish, stop praising god, because if god is great & he doesn't need a reminder, stop praying for others even, cause its injustice for the rest. Religion, I think it all started some centuries ago, when some brainy people discovered dumb people that dominated the society. And after that, all the people herd was god blah blah blah. I don't hate god even if there is, neither i want to disprove his existence. But what the prophets told, surely a good thing to hear, but look closely, they said God, they did never mention who he was. Some prophets faked and some didnt get caught i guess. I wonder i didn't see a prophet since 500 years. I guess the potential prophets found out the people were getting smarter and no way to deceive them.


Belief, centuries of tradition, centuries of heritage, ya sounds cool and seems cool even. This is what gives rise to a deadly disease called pride. What is pride? , it is a feeling to show some other entity that what you have is greater than what others have.It sounds good for every person when it comes to a homeland issue or a religion issue, this is where pride is born. Homeland!! makes me laugh, though these food fetching wandering freaks some centuries ago settle in an alien place guard it for some time , and then call their homeland? And if you are calling a place a homeland just because some people fought for it, some religion was born or linked to it? but wait a minute doesn't it sound selfish ? you do some thing for your own good, and then say you did it for your homeland. I laugh on those people that brag about their mother land. I say this land does not belong to humans at all. And they should stop calling their land.

So where did we end up? following a religion written two thousand years ago, (and god never seen since 1500 years), living in a culture (that just started with trend of hunting in groups), a country( just to have protection). And you call My religion , my country, my culture!. And we fight to prove that our belief is the unquestionable thing on earth?

I have seen fights between regions, between countries, between sub religions even. And i see nothing but a reason behind all this, that is belief in a thing that society told, and pride of something that never was. I hate followers , i literally hate the people who follow others.
Why to follow, when you can think and reach to a conclusion on your own. Why to reach to a conclusion when some great priest or pope says so. When you can think and see whats good for all. Why to call a country as yours when all the country means in current context is the government and military and culture/ religion?And every entity in it needing you to believe in it for its own existence.
Who turned off the lights?
Next time you see a fight, its not the people who can be blamed, its always a wicked person who founded a creed or who founded a group, and lead them, and some stupid people who believed in him and tried to defy other's beliefs.